now that my 31st birthday has passed, will anything change? possibly, but definitely not immediately. life takes its time, and so does your mind in working through things. i hope this next year will bring better things for me, and that all the efforts i’ve put in over the years will start to pay off a little more. i never expect things to come easily, and even if i have to double my efforts in return for next to nothing – at least i will be able to say i’ve tried.
because of depression, anxiety and just …life, my creativity (in terms of illustration work) has taken a huge hit. i’ll have moments of inspiration here and there but in general, my motivation has taken a headfirst dive into metaphorical concrete. i’ve come back from worse so i can most definitely get through this and feel my usual creative self again.
but for now, i’m going to eat a bit more birthday cake and take each day as it comes.