my goodness the past couple weeks have been overwhelmingly stressful. overall july has been pretty damn awful and i really hope that august will be at least a little better.
i guess the most momentous thing that happened (on a personal level, anyhow) is that i FINALLY went to the doctor and said i need help with my mental health, and more specifically that i wish to see a therapist. i have various issues that have developed over the years, some since childhood and others a little more recent, but the biggest, darkest cloud of them all has been depression. i’m a bit upset that i’ll have to wait a minimum of 2 months to see someone though. read this post